I grew up hating the idea of a family tree
I fake illusion projecting what they wanted for people to see
My life is just an joke that is no longer funny
It left me exhausted with this fucking pain in my chest
I grew hating the idea of what I was taught to be
I can still feel the sadness growing inside of me
I grew hating the sound of my own heartbeat
And how the anxiety took over me
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I'm just a pathetic piece of my former self
But at least I'm being honest with myself
I'm just a pathetic piece of my former self
But at least I'm being honest with myself
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I feel like I'm choking on my self regret
And all the things I wish I could forget
It's hard when your own house doesn't feel like home
But home is something that I have never known
And I'll be forever moving on
Looking for a place that I can call my own
And I'll be forever moving on
Looking for a place that I can call my home
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