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Alone
01:59
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2. |
Broken
03:12
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Alone and broken, without a place to go
Alone and broken with no place to call home
It's been few weeks since I could make it out of bed
I can't think straight, there's way too much inside my head
I don't wanna lie
There's been days I barely made it through the night
I swear I'm trying hard to be alright
Alone and broken, without a place to go
Alone and broken with no place to call home
The voices are to loud, my head is full of clouds
Even though I'm not alright, I won't go down without a fight
I know that I'm better than how I used to feel
But some days are harder and today it hurts to breathe
I'm getting sick of the bloodstains on my bedroom floor
My wounded knuckles and my locked door
I know that I'm better than how I used to feel
But some days are harder and today it hurts to breathe
I'm getting sick of the bloodstains on my bedroom floor
My wounded knuckles and my locked door
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3. |
Lost
03:40
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Here I am again
Back to the place where I always end up
With my will being crushed by the weight on my shoulders
I don't know how I got here
I just know I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know where I'm going
I just know I don't wanna be here anymore
Anymore
Here I am again
Picking up pieces of what I used to be
Tryin' to ignore these holes in this picture I used to call life
I used to call life
I don't know how I got here
I just know I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know where I'm going
I just know I don't wanna be here anymore
Anymore
Swimming against the current all my life
Left my arms numb and now I'm drowning on my own
Yeah, I'm drowning on my own
I don't know how I got here
I just know I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know where I'm going
I just know I don't wanna be here anymore
Anymore
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4. |
Regression
04:36
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I grew up hating the idea of a family tree
I fake illusion projecting what they wanted for people to see
My life is just an joke that is no longer funny
It left me exhausted with this fucking pain in my chest
I grew hating the idea of what I was taught to be
I can still feel the sadness growing inside of me
I grew hating the sound of my own heartbeat
And how the anxiety took over me
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I'm just a pathetic piece of my former self
But at least I'm being honest with myself
I'm just a pathetic piece of my former self
But at least I'm being honest with myself
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game
Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again
I feel like I'm choking on my self regret
And all the things I wish I could forget
It's hard when your own house doesn't feel like home
But home is something that I have never known
And I'll be forever moving on
Looking for a place that I can call my own
And I'll be forever moving on
Looking for a place that I can call my home
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5. |
Sinking
03:19
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Watch my face shattered into pieces
Watch my tears as they roll down my eyes
Listen close to the sound of my heart
As it cracks, as it cracks
My bones are broken
I cannot longer carry on
I've been fighting this for way too long
My bones are broken
I cannot longer carry on
I've been fighting this for way too long
Tell me what to do with this feeling of hopelessness
When I still can feel this fucking hole inside my chest
And I don't want to give up
But I'm tired, I'm tired of waking up
My bones are broken
I cannot longer carry on
I've been fighting this for way too long
My hands are shaking
I cannot breathe
My heart is racing
And I can't see
My hands are shaking
I cannot breathe
My heart is racing
And I can't see
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Empty
04:42
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I'm sick of getting this flashbacks
Of things I can't forget
Breakfast for today
Two pills and a cigarette
I've spent the past few months
Trying to forget
But I just cannot do it
Sleeping on this empty bed
And I don't remember if I ever felt like this before
I don't know what to do with myself anymore
The worst part is that I wanna leave and put this all behind
But I just keep running away
Trying to live a lie
I've been skipping meals
I've been losing sleep
Trying to remember how to feel
I've been skipping meals
I've been losing sleep
Trying to get back into my fucking feet
The worst part is that I wanna leave and put this all behind
But I just keep running away
Trying to live a lie
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