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Drowning on My Own

by Fading Tears

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1.
Alone 01:59
2.
Broken 03:12
Alone and broken, without a place to go Alone and broken with no place to call home It's been few weeks since I could make it out of bed I can't think straight, there's way too much inside my head I don't wanna lie There's been days I barely made it through the night I swear I'm trying hard to be alright Alone and broken, without a place to go Alone and broken with no place to call home The voices are to loud, my head is full of clouds Even though I'm not alright, I won't go down without a fight I know that I'm better than how I used to feel But some days are harder and today it hurts to breathe I'm getting sick of the bloodstains on my bedroom floor My wounded knuckles and my locked door I know that I'm better than how I used to feel But some days are harder and today it hurts to breathe I'm getting sick of the bloodstains on my bedroom floor My wounded knuckles and my locked door
3.
Lost 03:40
Here I am again Back to the place where I always end up With my will being crushed by the weight on my shoulders I don't know how I got here I just know I don't wanna be here anymore I don't know where I'm going I just know I don't wanna be here anymore Anymore Here I am again Picking up pieces of what I used to be Tryin' to ignore these holes in this picture I used to call life I used to call life I don't know how I got here I just know I don't wanna be here anymore I don't know where I'm going I just know I don't wanna be here anymore Anymore Swimming against the current all my life Left my arms numb and now I'm drowning on my own Yeah, I'm drowning on my own I don't know how I got here I just know I don't wanna be here anymore I don't know where I'm going I just know I don't wanna be here anymore Anymore
4.
Regression 04:36
I grew up hating the idea of a family tree I fake illusion projecting what they wanted for people to see My life is just an joke that is no longer funny It left me exhausted with this fucking pain in my chest I grew hating the idea of what I was taught to be I can still feel the sadness growing inside of me I grew hating the sound of my own heartbeat And how the anxiety took over me I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again I'm just a pathetic piece of my former self But at least I'm being honest with myself I'm just a pathetic piece of my former self But at least I'm being honest with myself I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again I don't know how longer I can keep playing this game Get bad, then get worse, break down and start again I feel like I'm choking on my self regret And all the things I wish I could forget It's hard when your own house doesn't feel like home But home is something that I have never known And I'll be forever moving on Looking for a place that I can call my own And I'll be forever moving on Looking for a place that I can call my home
5.
Sinking 03:19
Watch my face shattered into pieces Watch my tears as they roll down my eyes Listen close to the sound of my heart As it cracks, as it cracks My bones are broken I cannot longer carry on I've been fighting this for way too long My bones are broken I cannot longer carry on I've been fighting this for way too long Tell me what to do with this feeling of hopelessness When I still can feel this fucking hole inside my chest And I don't want to give up But I'm tired, I'm tired of waking up My bones are broken I cannot longer carry on I've been fighting this for way too long My hands are shaking I cannot breathe My heart is racing And I can't see My hands are shaking I cannot breathe My heart is racing And I can't see
6.
Empty 04:42
I'm sick of getting this flashbacks Of things I can't forget Breakfast for today Two pills and a cigarette I've spent the past few months Trying to forget But I just cannot do it Sleeping on this empty bed And I don't remember if I ever felt like this before I don't know what to do with myself anymore The worst part is that I wanna leave and put this all behind But I just keep running away Trying to live a lie I've been skipping meals I've been losing sleep Trying to remember how to feel I've been skipping meals I've been losing sleep Trying to get back into my fucking feet The worst part is that I wanna leave and put this all behind But I just keep running away Trying to live a lie

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released January 27, 2018

Music & lyrics by Fading tears

Vocal: Boris Gómez
Guitar: Josué Cubillo
Guitar: William Garro
Bass: Pablo Moreno
Drums: Alejandro Castillo

Recorded , mixed and mastered: Marcos Monnerat

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Photo: Joseph Nance
Edition : Mauricio Alvarado , Jules Vega

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